I'm sorry.

Dear Sweet Joe,

I'm sorry you miss your daddy. Today was the first time you've ever said that you missed him. I'm sorry he didn't call today like he said he would. I'm sorry you thought you would have to move when really you're only going to spend the weekend with your father. I'm sorry you don't know your father is bringing his girlfriend with him. I'm sorry you'll have to share him for the four whole days he's here. I'm sorry your father didn't love me enough to keep our family together. This is all so painful to have to watch. You're only four and deserve so much more.